"Calling me FAKE won't make you REAL, calling me STUPID won't make you SMART, calling me WEAK won't make you STRONG, calling me UGLY won't make you BEAUTIFUL, calling me POOR won't make you RICH, calling me a GEEK won't make you POPULAR so why do you actually bother?"
Even in a world full of billions of people finding the person who loves you for who you are at heart, and someone who is willing to accept all of your flaws, past mistakes, and other things that you may not be inclined to tell others, is a difficult person to find in the world today. So much of us are caught up in the superficial, that we decline to see true beauty, or get to know it unless it has a pretty face or big enough pockets. Finding true love is finding someone that will love you at your best and at your worst, through the good times and the bad, and that never turns their back on you.
I know I've been busy lately. I gave up on the whole "Song lyrics" tab. I don't want to stop creating and posting things.. so I'm trying. I never knew school would be so stressing this year. I barely see any of my classmates and friends from last year, It feels like we all drifted apart. I am doing my best to have fun but also study & do my work, cause I have a fear of failing a grade. I don't know why, but if I needed reasons why, I would say cause people make fun of those who fail and my friends will be gone while I'm still in school. also I don't think I can handle any more years of high school especially when I have 2 years left. Does anyone feel like you are losing yourself because you don't get to do the things you wanted to do or things are changing too fast? like life gets better or worse and it just makes us completely different. I'm feeling weak, like I can't handle no more of disappointments,bad news,and heartache. Why can't there be a cure.. -Living.Isn't.Fucking.Easy =L.I.F.E-